elefante

In the beginning, everything wasn’t perfect, but it was real. We had our ups and our downs, but you saved me. It sounds silly and cliche, but it’s true. I had already hit rock bottom. I dug myself a hole that you helped me climb out of.

You made me feel so alive, something I’ve never felt before.

So there should really be no surprise that I fell head over heels for you. I was foolish, I was naive. I was fifteen. I believed everything because you were the first person who wanted to be a part of my life, you were the first person who wanted more of me.

I don’t think either of us ever imagined we’d be together, how could we? How could we have known we’d be something, something so precious?

It was like an ourburst of feelings. I felt every emotion known to man and beast.

I guess I should have known that it would end badly, I mean we were only sophomores and I’ve never been lucky with anything, so why would you be any different? You were the most perfect thing in my life. You were my safe haven. You were home, to me.

And then everything changed.

The one person who could always make me feel better was the one who made me depressed. It was like an outburst of feelings. I felt every bad emotion known to man and beast and the higher powers.

After so much time and memories, I just became unwanted in another person’s life. But you promised me you’d come back, so I hung onto those words oh so tight because I believed in you. I had faith, I stuck it out, you left.

In the end, we became nothing.